While arranging her closet, Badimaa ( father's eldest brother's wife -my Aunt) was showing me a repurposed wedding saree of her own Lt.mother.
Aunt shared that my sister (her daughter) has got her own saree embroidered with that wedding saree which has real silver and gold work and is timeless.
I was in awe with the silver peacock design so beautifully done. And the most beautiful part was the lineage a mother passed on to her daughter. I felt happy seeing that they both kept that space to hold on to those memories.
And at the same time, I asked myself what will I carry from my mom? Hope I will be able to dissolve the generational trauma and anger (Definately not thinking of any material stuff).
Will I have that heart to hold kindness and love with ease and effortlessness? Inspite of the wound that never heals or gets nudged every now and then?
Well I think there is a reason for everything that God has chosen for me and I should be ok with it all.
Today is Akshya Tritiya, what better day to document this precious and timeless wealth of generations, leniage ✍️💝, and I feel I am still blessed to have many motherly figures in life and my family. Ty God ❤️ 🙏
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