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Wednesday, July 15, 2026

Canvas of a Restless Mind

​I was walking in the office corridor, trying to find an empty room to settle into—longing for a bit of isolation to quiet my racing thoughts and heartbeat. It was only the second day following a leadership re-org, one that has a direct impact on my role. All I kept telling myself was: one day at a time. The only agenda today is to meet a good friend and chit-chat.

​But as I walked the floor, a wall painting brought me to a sudden halt. It had the distinct power to hold me steady.

​I looked at the canvas, and the only words that rose from within me were, “That is so me.”

The painting was incredibly alive, speaking to me through its sheer vibrancy. I could feel the profound ease of the figure depicted there, sitting amidst lush green grass, entirely immersed in the act of painting—driven solely by love and passion. It was the exact reminder I needed to shed a spirit buried under fear, under the paralyzing what-nexts and what-ifs of stagnation. In a fraction of a second, I was reconnected to the depth of my desire for creative expression.


 Turning away toward an empty meeting room, my eyes caught a wall installation: a round sand frame. When rotated, the colorful sand and transparent liquid shifted into a frame in motion. At first, it appeared as pure chaos—uncontrolled and wild. But as time ticked on, it began letting go, rebuilding itself in deliberate layers. Finally, it settled, transforming into a calm, therapeutic masterpiece.

It stood as a powerful reminder: every storm eventually settles. What appears to be chaos in the absolute now is often just a beautiful piece of art in the making...




Friday, July 3, 2026

Blooming seasons of heart

 


Jpy
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I was typing Joy whereas in my mind it was Japan's stationary and my fingers typed JPY instead:).

Well, today was another farewell of a dear friend and colleague...one of those rare ones you meet by chance but connect deeply with, almost as if we had known them, even if we haven't ever met or connected before.

And those are the ones who becomes your safe space at work. 

The best part was, today I visited office to just meet her and while waiting for her, I started to jot down a small letter for her! 

And that letter pad, envelop, even the pen was the one I had picked-up from Japan... And had questioned myself several times - Are you really in need of these stationeries or are you just hoarding? Then I patiently addressed my mind that if I have those lovly stationeries, I would again get back to those soulful habits of writing letters...

And this morning was the one I proved it true! And, OMG! That feeling of calmness, of feeling a bit more alive and in that moment, recalling mine and my friend's journey together, our first meet, how and what all were dealt side-by-side etc ... It was such a sacred space I was in.... A space I had lost my touch with but felt so delighted that it still exits!

Then the follow-up question my mind had was : So, only when you feel so connected to the person is when you are able to write it can it be generic?
My answer was straight away - yes, I can write only when I feel deeply connected but I create art for the deeper essence of expressions of love and life.. And that liberated me and my self-employed mind ЁЯШД

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Thank you God for reasons and such blooming seasons of heart.