अनकही साझेदारी (The unspoken conflict)

लिखना भी बहुत कुछ है,

पर मौन से, मन भरा सा है।

फूटते हैं, जस्बात सारे इस अंतर मन में,

एक द्वंद्व में...

अपने और अपनों के मध्य के इस एहसास में..

'काश' और एक 'आस' के बीच में...

शायद समझता कोई एक आपसी साझेदारी को..

तो शायद, बहता प्यार सींचता हर रिश्ते की क्यारी को!

(Expressing the exhaustion of the day and yet a deep sense of love for self)

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A much needed note to self : 

Tan, loads of love and understanding! One that you seeked from the world but it's time you show it to yourself and be fine with it...flow with that ease and acknowledgement, that gap and the efforts to fulfill it, those wounds of generational patriarchy...but wrap it in the ocean of love...Not for them but for you to walk on the timelines of change ...✍️🤗💕

A gentle reminder...

And days when life feels scary,

You have your answers but not the courage to accept them,

World -too consuming and 

work doesn't distract either...

I remind myself ...

Let the heaviness of the world talk to my shoes 

🤣😎

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I don't know why but I loved the feeling that I wore after putting them on...a sweet lightheartedness took over me and I was immune to my surroundings, my mind, my thinking loops!

 But, I was aware of that exact happy moment💕☺️

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A small note to capture that moment when we step up in life...when it's your tiny brother's turn to find a partner and that he shares his joy with his sister💝

I truly don't know what to feeling or express or I am probably overwhelmed but tears of joy is overflowing.🙏

I took a screenshot of the one-time shared Pic of him and her...:) ;) because it was my Big moment 🙏💕✍️

Stay blessed Sam🤞

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Din't expect time would fly by so soon... Especially with the contrast of my life where my internal compass directs me on opposite side as always and the transparency of my emotional state shows up...

Dew birds

Doesn't it look like pretty love birds with the dew crown?

L💕 ve  is in the nature  🍄‍🟫