The feeling of being so Complete

As I am writing this I am unsure this is the feeling I am going through or if this is something I am seeking ...

The feeling of being so complete....so so complete.                    

where emotions doesn't seek any expressions,
where expressions doesn't seek any sensory actions,
where actions doesn't seek a platform,
where platform doesn't seek a stage,
where a stage doesn't seek a crowd,
where crowd doesn't mean people's gathering,
where people aren't - anyone other than me,
where other's aren't whom we 'know' and 'don't',
where knowing is - reflection of myself,
where reflection is metamorphic thoughts,
where thoughts are just ecstatic,
where ecstasy is self induced,
where self is - just so complete!