A thought instantly crossed my mind...
Can there be a possibility of "Love 24 x 7"? Then possibly we will never call anything as "emergency 24 x 7", Can anyone guarantee the other to make them feel loved all the time? Or let's say the one receiving love, Can they feel it 24 x 7?
I know this sounds unrealistic for many but why is it that I get such thoughts and I totally believe in them (even though I cannot myself promise to be all loving all the time 😅).
And I am well aware of my feelings of deprived of Vitamin Love, a lot many times! And a part of me who just wants to be there in the childhood and not feel intimidated by the world of grown-ups.
-- (after a gap of 60 mins)
I shed some tears while on the phone speaking with a friend and asked where have I got lost? What happened to me? I was joy and love but today it all feels like an effort... why? Why is it that I am feeling suffocated...what is it that I am seeking? what should I change and how can I help myself?
To this vulnerable conversation, I was told,
- " try and live in the here and now. Find joy in simplest of events, don't get overwhelmed by thinking the wholistic picture of life all at one time...don't get scared by it.
Know that we all will shed a bit of us as we near the end of our life's journey but knowing that that's the beauty and ease of life and we still are in our 'now'! so be greatful, we still have that now...
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I know I am feeling overwhelmed with work timelines, my upcoming travels, mom and aunty's travel the limited time am left with and everything in between... I guess I will just Hug myself real right 🫂💖✍️💕
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