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Sunday, December 8, 2024

And I missed that little me

 Just now when I was about to sign off of the day Mom and her punjabi Friend (Aunty) called me.

Aunty had shared an old pic of me from her wedding album and when I was on call with her, she asked me - did you see the baby Tanu?...

I had then just glanced the pic in awe and how beautiful my Mom and Dad were in it.

After disconnecting the call, I took a close look as how I was and what was I doing and what were my feelings or expression be then?....

In one of the pic, I saw myself standing nearing Papa and feelings so safe and in my own elements. Don't know what nudged me and I had this deep longing to go back... be near Papa 😭😔💔💔. This feeling was so deep that it tore me apart....I am still unable to understand what was it that I wasn't prepared for in this pic....

Why is it that tears are pouring....and I chose to seek support of this space to let the emotions flow out of my system....

Life!








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