Yup, we all need break! But do we take breaks from things we love dearly?. Such that it appears as an inheritance than a skill developed out of love or curiosity.
Well, I wasn't taking any break, was just broken - Myself :P (under the workload and immense planning that needed every ounce of my brain-width!). But you know what?, my mind would come back to this sacred space of mine...and during those micro moments that I was attuned to my being, I would be like : Oh, this is what I shall write in my blog, or cover about or let me explore...
Amongst the appearing and disappearing thoughts of what to write, I took lead with this one - A list of songs that feels "mine" or make me feel "me" or at days be the cue for me to shed tears and let go...even the pain or heaviness of the heart that I cannot bear but can even release easily.
Sitting in a meeting room, on a friday afternoon, where I am listening to beautiful songs that was suggested by the app's AI. I thought to start with that playlist and add to it...from all those songs I grew up with :)
- 【Country Relax 46】Calm Playlist / for Relax / Work / Pop / Ballad / Study / Coffee
- O Mere Sapno Ke Saudagar Full Song (Audio) | Dil Hai Ke Manta Nahin (this song is itched in my childhood memory, I feel the immense love, longing and magic in this song and it has this power to pull me out of yhe most lowest if my moods)
- Choti Si Pyarisi Nanhisi Aai Koi Parri - Male | Udit Narayan | Venkatesh | 90's Hindi Song (days when I don't get sleep or I miss mom, this songs heals me)
- MEHFUZ EUPHORIA Palash Sen The Best Song ( a beautiful song for a coffee table and beautiful rains)
- Kun Faya Kun Video Song | Rockstar | Ranbir Kapoor | A.R. Rahman (I listen to this song to feel the depth and beauty that music has, especially in the line- karde mujhe mujhse riha...)
- Nahin Saamne Tu Alag Baat Hai | Aishwarya Rai | A.R Rahman (a song that transports me into the movie and nature's bliss and love)
- Radha Kaise Na Jale - 8K/4K Music Video | Navratri Special | Aamir Khan (A song that inspires me to dance with the beats)
- Ladki Kyon | Full Song | Hum Tum (a darling one, such light hearted and chill song)
- Is Deewane Ladke Ko Koi Samjhaye | Alka Yagnik | Aamir Khan (I love the story in the song)
- Take me home, country roads...(One to satisfy my pinging)
- Over the rainbow by iz (pure hope)
- Waka waka by shakira ( dance, magic and energy that reverberates in one's being)
- #IdhuvumKadandhuPogum (I love the warm feel of this song, thought I cannot hum or understand the language)
- awara bhavre jo hole hole gaaye (a song that we girls ( all my sisters) at home, growing up, would sing aloud and along while watching TV on Sunday mornings)
- Dil Hoom Hoom Kare by Bhupendra..(one song that I love to sing in the dim light and quiet nights).
- Chhoti Si Aasha, Roja movie.
- Kenny G - saxophone playlist. (Was my first CD purchase of instrumental music and mom had scolded me for useless music coz it had no words, but I had loved it dearly and still do.
- Mumgaaru malye ( kannada song that was played on our office almost every and subconsciously took part in my heart, after I began to decode it's meaning)
- Life is life - madona's dance on Football pitch. ( This was the song sealed as our team's anthum, back at my previous employer....I use to listen to it whenever I felt low and would watch the video when I had to remind myself of enjoying the process of life while focusing on Goals)
- 500 miles..(a song that I heard on a train, in a foreign land and unable to understand the deep familiarity...I stayed hooked by pressing my head against the glass windows, so that I can uninterrupted hear the song from the back seat)
- Why did you break my heart..( a song that I Cherished differently at different stages of my life...)
- Gilehriyaan (by Jonita Gandhi). (This one is a reminder of sweet memories of my Rajesthan trip with neighbours. Also, the evenings when we all girls Jam together :))
- How can I forget - Yaadein Yaad Aati Hai - Nagme Hain Yaadein!!
