Songs of the wind & drama of earth

Stepped out of the homestay and heard water drops around a tree and it wasn't rains....it was mist formed into dew drops and drumming the fig tree leaves...I was awestruck, how vacations brings me back to the pace of normalcy 🕊️

A quite frosty morning, blessed with the surrounding sounds of peacock and one right infront of my eyes.

Stamp of diversity ...beans of India 🫘 

Can you, me or any future generations be this humble and indigenous?

Serenity, where spoken words are at fault.

(Not so happy with the auto colour correction)

Sitting next to this backwaters and just listening to the ripples sound was like a dream come true. I had a deep longing to hear this sweet sound and it filled my heart.❣️✍️

(My heart bled seeing people misusing the freedom and spoiling the charm throwing plastic garbage, playing loud music in cars and autos and drinking...)

Can I be laser focused like it?

Colours of earth and paintings by the farmers of this land has all my heart. 🙏💝

One last time.... And yet again.

Pearl gathering

Chasing the sun

& ...

I See you...

...Towards the dusk

A comfortable train journey,

Some bit of roasted groundnuts

A little bit of reading....

A lot of irritation, sobbing and taunting....:( (💔)

A feeling of being stuck in the endless cycle of self harm thru recalling emotions and feelings of the past...

But then,

3 butter dosas

1 great filter coffee 

A blissful but uncomfortable bike ride amidst the night fog 

Reaching the destination,

And the massive property all to myself in such a season of Holidays!!

God's way of compensating?

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I know I was deeply irritated and bitter, held grudges on people who shouldn't matter to me at all, anymore! More than that, the shame I carry for trusting the Untrustworthy and feeling it over an again thru the cracks of of self doubt, voices of the world...

It's weired how deeply this is rooted in me now...and how every arena of my life is getting inflicted with it only for me to become aware of its hurt and harm; towards the very end....

How, things or episodes or events that aren't related start to get tarnished with such sabotaging feelings and thoughts and questions (unanswered)...I feel pukish even at the thought of the past and looks like more than a memory the past, it became a trauma.

Anyways...the day is almost over...and I wanted to make peace with this version of me....still trying hard to sail in the boat of my life and I trust I will be able to make it to my destination...the one, where I truly belong.🙏🤞