Yellow flowers

She: R, where are you in your life? I don't see you being their for yourself...anywhere at all!

Me: It's been ~ a month that I have written anything and to be honest I avoided it because deep in my heart I knew I was over stepping my own ethical boundaries...

She: how so?

Me: By writing and then constantly checking if I have had any visits ...and to be precise that one specific visit! 

She: R...if writing is what makes you happy, please do it and stop feeding that addiction. Write for the love of writing, you never known if it resonates with someone somewhere in the world and that helps them....

And when I said I don't see 'you' in your life, This is what I meant.

Me: yeah...you are right.

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That piece of conversation with the therapist was more like yellow flowers to me...and that brought me back to me and my consciousness expanded and I started to notice those flowers again!...even during my walk to the groceries or simply trolling around amidst the trees.

Why Yellow flowers?

Long ago, when I was a kid, I read somewhere that if a certain thought is bothering you or making you uncomfortable..think of something that eases you and I chose 'Yellow flowers' :).

Since then, they have been there with me. I love the subtle brightness they carry, the vibrant being they are and how against the green they  shine like Sunshine...

They exhibit hope for me, they remind me of the earthyness, sometimes the combination that nature has put together with those yellow flowers instill more creative in me and my heart sings with joy.😊.

Very recently someone in office asked what is my favourite color?

At first I was like, I don't have any such preference but somewhere I get drawn to white and Ochre...

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Same way, yesterday when I was walking to get some sweet lime (to heal my throat and feverish feeling)...I noticed a yellow flowers that I use in my bath powder too and it instantly touched that part of me which wanted to write about it. 

And for some reason I came across this cute little pic in my photo gallery; that I had downloaded to make a greeting card ...and I was so happy to see so many signs around me...

...well I couldn't find that picture again but in that effort I realised my gallery is filled with flowers ..ha ha ha

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May your day be bright as the brightest of a Yellow flower!