Not a complaint in anyway, but peace after going thru a state of un-awareness to self-awareness to denial about the fact, experiencing internal conflict at every step, hurt from exteriors to that self-imposed ones for not being able to respectfully allow acceptance ...those questioning times about how such a bond can be evaluated as hurtful or damaging... it's so hard, especially with deeper eternal wiring of ethics, respect and what you see normal from societal point of view.
In many ways, I have come a long way, the many battles, sometimes all at ones or prolonged greif but I was looked after well, I was loved and cared for, respected in the worst of my days when I would have had the most dark side of me surfacing.
I am deeply grateful for this life force within and for all that came as blessings in my life.
🙏💝💕
